Definition:
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Second-wave_feminism
I wasn’t thinking in halachic terms (in terms of Jewish religious law) at the time,
but it made sense to me that, in a synagogue where women had equal rights, we
should also have equal responsibilities, such as wearing a tallit . It didn’t make any sense to me that
the only female ever to wear a tallit at the SAJ, which hosted the first
Bat Mitzvah celebration in the U.S. and may be the first then-Conservative synagogue to have become egalitarian, was a girl celebrating becoming a Bat
Mitzvah. So I decided to start wearing a
tallit. People there may have been
startled, but no one was particularly offended.
Then I persuaded some of the women from the SAJ’s Women’s Consciousness-Raising Group to begin wearing tallitot. Then I
persuaded my oldest friend to begin wearing a tallit, which was really
cool. 😊
Then we moved.
I wasn’t thinking in halachic terms at the time,
but it just didn’t make any sense to me to stop wearing a tallit after I’d been
wearing one for over a decade. But I figured
that it might not go over so well if I borrowed one of the synagogue's tallitot at a Conservative
synagogue (in the 1980s), so I brought my own tallit to our new shul, and scandalized the entire congregation.
To their credit, no one at our new (and now) synagogue ever asked me
to take off my tallit. But I certainly
got stared at a lot, in the beginning. Eventually,
they got used to me, but I stood out like a sore thumb . . . for something like
25 years. I was almost always the only
woman at any service there who was wearing a tallit. Later, as our son got old enough to be left
alone at home, I began attending morning minyan occasionally, so I started wearing tefillin there, as well. One of the old guys even tried to help me
figure out how to put them on as a lefty.
I caught a lot of flack for insisting on leading
Ashrei from the bimah instead of in front of the bimah, once women were finally authorized to lead Ashrei, which
was a big deal for this synagogue.
Interestingly enough, it was mostly the women who protested, quite
audibly, “There she goes, up on the bimah again.” My husband said that the older woman may have taken
my Jewish feminism as an insult to the way they were raised, as if the traditional
Jewish role for women was not good enough.
Eventually, as the congregation shrank and moved
to a smaller building, the decision was made to start counting women in a
minyan. I can’t even take credit for
that change—we just ran out of men. But
I can take credit for having persuaded the Ritual Committee that what we
were doing had no halachic justification.
“You can’t say that we have a minyan but that we don’t have enough
people for a Torah reading. From a
purely halachic point of view, once you have a minyan, you automatically have
enough people for a Torah reading.” It
was based on my argument that our synagogue finally became egalitarian.
I was so excited, heading to the shul on the Shabbat (Sabbath) morning after that
vote and looking forward to being the first woman to have an aliyah on any day
other than Simchat Torah (which we’d been “cheating on” for years). But when we walked into the lobby, H.D. ,
who’s old enough to be my mother, was already there, as usual. So I did the only right thing—without even
clearing it with my husband, who was the Ritual Committee Chair and almost always
gave out the aliyot, I walked over to H.D. and offered her Shlishi, the third aliyah. (We still give the first aliyah to a Cohen and the second one to a Levi.) I can’t even remember which aliyah I had that
day. 😊 But it was cool that the other
congregants insisted that any woman having an aliyah must wear a tallit. And the best part was that our first Olah
bought herself her first tallit a couple of months after that aliyah—she was in
her eighties, at the time. 😊
So that’s a good part of my legacy—I persuaded a
number of women to begin wearing tallitot and I persuaded a traditional
Conservative synagogue to become egalitarian.
No one will remember any of this, a hundred years from now, but I’m
proud of being a Jewish feminist pioneer, and/or, as I've often called myself, an "inside agitator."